Monday, May 26, 2014

I'm not okay (i promise)

Hello lovelies! 

So it's been awhile ahah!

I'm happy to report today's been a successful fasting day! Yay! Over the corse of the long weekend (Friday-Monday) I lost 2 pounds and I'm really proud of myself. 8 more lbs to go.

Basically on Sunday I ran up and down stairs for 20 mins and it easily shed 1 lbs. but, let me tell you, it wasn't easy. After two fucking minutes I was tired. But I took little breaks in between. 

On the bad side (here's the reason why the title is I'm not ok) I broke my 68 days clean. I just felt really down Saturday night, and I did 4 long cuts on my right thigh. I also cut a cross into my leg, for specific reasons. If you look at it from my view, it's a regular cross. But if I Stand up and someone looks at it that way, it's upside down which would be considered statanic. Basically what I'm trying to say is that everyone has a good and a bad side, depending on how you look at it :)